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[Apr. 7th, 2009|12:58 am] |
Life is better, not as good as it should be but its better.
I have a girlfriend, a lovely young woman with whom i am truly madly and deeply (to steal lyrics) in love with and we are at our 3 month mark on april 14th. this woman has made me happier then i thought i'd ever be again.
I have been in therapy for almost a year now and have completely changed, yes I am still moody, but i am dealin with shit that hasnt been dealt with and ita amazing me |
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| Over a Frikkin Year....LOL |
[Jun. 16th, 2007|11:16 pm] |
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Well kiddies its been over a year since I updated anything on LiveJournal. I've mostly been on myspace and spend all my time there that I compeltely forget about LJ. So whats new in the life of the Angyl? Well I have a new part time job in WIlmington. Had my heart broken but I am so much better now .... lol.... still single because of it. But the right girl will come along, i gotta believe ya know! But other than that things have been ok. My Mom-Mom (My Mom's Mom) passed away on april 1st, 2007. my cousin anthony got married on may 26th and my other cousin, drew, is getting married in november, so its a busy year so far. |
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| Gods its been too long..... |
[Mar. 27th, 2006|04:51 pm] |
Hey all out there in my livejournal world, its me, the madd hatter...
So my life in a nutshell huh? Well almost two weeks ago (it'll be two weeks on thursday) we had to take our 16 year old dog, lester, to the spca to be put down. he was in a lot of pain and nothing we did could ease it. he is also being cremated.
on a positive note my sister and neice are supposedly coming home next wed for my cousin's wedding that friday april 7th. I say supposedly because i really do not want to get my hopes up if she suddenly can't come.
Bekah
This part is for you: Babes I am so sorry we've lost touch over these past few months. Life has been hell in a handbasket because I am back at school finishing out my degree. Just wanted to let you know that I am doing better, my depression has lifted some, especially with the thought of my neice coming home...screw my sister she's a bitch for leaving in the first place. Anyways Just wanted to let you know that I am doing good and I miss talking with ya.
Other than that not much new, except i have a web site at myspace.com its http://www.myspace.com/angylgrrl come drop aline...ANYONE!!!
TTFN
Angyl |
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| School Day |
[Jan. 30th, 2006|03:19 pm] |
So I just spent about a half hour lifting weights and now i am hanging around campus till lab at six. might go up to walmart after i do some reading, yeah me studying, who woulda thunk it.
my legs are sore! i did a lot of leg presses today because my legs are everything.
Dude...its so warm here today that I am wearing shorts...SHORTS IN THE MIDDLE OF FRIKKIN WINTER!!!
If it was this was back at IUP, i prolly would have said fuck classes i'm going to philly street to get me some murphy's bbq wings baby!
The best part about this, being at school, I GET FASTER NET!!! I am watching videos that i can't watch on dial up.
well i'm gonna surf forawhile.
MANDY AND JAKEYPOO LOVE YOU GUYS!!! |
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| La La La La |
[Jan. 28th, 2006|02:32 pm] |
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Well, this has been a long time coming:
1. I am back at school finishing up my liberal studies classes. I am taking Biology with a lab and Photography. I like the classes, they seem nice and easy for me.
2. Still single! Been to almost every fucking dating service known to man and NO ONE LIKES ME!!!
3. My dog Trooper died around New Years Eve. We were lucky that he went in his sleep. It absolutely broke my heart. He would have been 16 on Feb. 1.
4. I'm still working, but if you count lack of banquets then i'm NOT working. damn bastards.
5. Still saddened by the Loss of Eddy Guerrero! Everytime they talk about Eddy on Raw or Smackdown I tear up.
Thats pretty much. I will, however, try to update more regularly. I know this is short, I just don't feel like elaborating today because I am kind of depressed, lack of work well MONEY, school work and so on and so forth. Ok depressed isn't the right word....down right down on my head wanting to curl up in a ball and sob myself to sleep.
The only upside is that tomorrow night on Cold Case, Elizabeth Hendrickson (Ex Maggie/Frankie Stone from All My Children) will be playing the victim Emma something. So thats good cause I love Liz! Am so glad to see her in Prime Time!
Well thats it.
Bekka, if you read this, call me sometime ok? I'll be home all weekend studying...yup you read right.....I'LL BE STUDYIN!!!!
Ah so much for my non exsistent life....it got even worse! |
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| Been awhile, AGAIN!!! |
[Sep. 17th, 2005|01:13 pm] |
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LOL....
Yes, it has been! Well a lot has happened, I GOT A JOB!!! DO YOU HEAR THAT BEKS!!! I GOTSA JOB!!!
Its not much, I'm a banquet worker at a resteraunt here in elkton called Bentley's. I got the job and started working last saturday. Had one shift on tuesday, pulled a double on thursday (didn't get home till about 11:30pm and i went in at 10am) and go in at 3 today. Its decent money, its work, hard and then not hard.
I really hate, HATE plated banquets, its just like serving. They aren't bad if its a small banquet, say 25-30, but 40 and beyond just BLOWS!!! I think there is a wedding reception tonight, and my manager Kristen, said i need to come in and help, (i wasn't scheduled to work today) but hey, its money in the bank and that is all that matters to me, and my parents of course.
And they are harping on me because occasionally we get tips, so far i've gotten fifty dollars in tips, forty of that went for the new Smallville Season 4 DVD set, and the rest is floating around some wheres...lol....but its a fun job, hot as hell when we're in the kitchen getting ready to serve. They're harping because I am spending my money...save it, save it save it. Thats why i am putting most of my reg paycheck away and keeping some for myself. I do have bills that need to be paid, BUT I should be allowed some comfort items, right? I mean when I wanted to buy something mom and dad said, well get a job and then you can pay for it yourself...now that i have a job they don't want me to buy what i want with my own money...sheesh!!!
ANd it does take its toll on you...i mean i'm still sore from the double on thursday...thank god for advil!
Oh and can I just say that buttlering these shindigs sucks total ball scrotum too!
BEKAH, BABY I MISS YOU!!! HOPE ALL IS WELL!! SEND ME AN E-MAIL I LOST YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS!!!
Wish me luck tonight...pray that these people tip us, cause well, WE DESERVE IT FOR SERVING THEM!!! LoL.
LATERS!!!
LOVE TO EVERYONE!! |
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| Matt FREAKIN Hardy...I really HATE HIM |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|12:59 pm] |
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| | I FUCKING HATE YOU by Godsmack...dedicated to Matt Hardy | ] |
Any wrestling fans out there? Well if there are then you know about the return of the twat master, Matt Hardy. Here is what I think about Vinnie Macs Decision:
Vince's Big Announcement: First off, I loved how he agreed with the fans when he said that bischoff is very unpopular and having him back is EXTREMELY unpopular. Second...GODDAMN I HATE MATTFUCKINGHARDY!!!
I knew that was coming...it couldn't be brock because I see Brock coming back and interfering in the JBL v Batista 2 match for some reason and Batista and Brock having a possibly decent feud going on. But Back to Matt Hardy....To clarify before I go onto to my Rant...I WAS A HARDY BOY FAN!!! I loved Matt and I loved Jeff. They were the whole reason I started to get back INTO wrestling again. I looked up to both Matt and Jeff, and then Lita when she joined the team....But after Matts actions I can't like him anymore, as a wrestler or as a person. I've had a lot of shit done to me in my life and no matter what, I'd never, EVER wish death on someone, ok that isn't true, if they were a child molester or a wife beater or a rapist then i might, but even the man who molested me never went to jail for what he did to me, he did eventually and all i wished on him was to be someones prisonbitch...but thats another story entirely. Adam/Edge has EVERY right to be pissed off at Matt. Matt opened his mouth and caused this shit storm. Adam/Edge and Amy/Lita were both ordered, I believe, to keep quiet or they'd lose their jobs just like Matt did. Matt was the one who caused the entire controversy by opening his yap and spilling his tell all on the net for anyone to read. Matt is a two faced sonofabitch who half the time you don't know what end he's speaking out of, his mouth or his ass...either way you need a shovel to get through the bullshit he spews. He goes on saying that he and amy are now back on good terms, then pulls something out of left field saying that amy is depressed and wants to kill herself because of whats going on and then goes on to say that she is a slut a whore and that they'll never be friends again...and he says this all in the same week....then the following week...oh yeah amy and i are on good terms again. we're slowly getting back the friendship...
And I'm sorry Matt but did Adam castrate you? Did he steal your sperm? You can still have a family you can still have kids with that new girl your banging Lori...or did you forget about her...
I really do hope Matt gets his asskicked by Adam...notice I said Adam and not Edge because of the sheer fact that Matt is making this out to be a personal crusade to basically kill Adam and Amy, more Adam then anyone else. Screw the street fight put the two guys in a Hell in a Cell and make it a Last Man Standing Match inside the HiaC....and at the end of the match make a stipulation that either way this whole storyline is over and done with...that neither Matt, Adam/Edge, or Amy/Lita can bring it up ever again in the business or anywhere else for that matter. |
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| Back Home, Applied at Walmart and ...... |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|03:44 pm] |
Well, home home I am home at last....well not really TOO excited to be back, but meh what can you do!
I Got the new Harry Potter book, and all i can say is OMG WHAT A CLIFFHANGER AND ENDING!!!!
So the new Walmart Super Center just opened up on Rt 40 and i put in my application on opening day. they always need help, right?
But the sad news is Mao (actually spelled Meow) is peeing and pooping on my bed....so we might have to get rid of her. I don't know what to do. she seems upset that the boys are back, koy and pudge who had been gone for a month. I read somewhere that you might need to put food near where the cats messed because they don't like their food near their litter box. I also put a litter box in my room to see if that helps. I don't want to get rid of her, i mean she's become my best friend cat wise. our other two boys, especially pudgie who runs whenever i step an inch towards him, and koy just gets pissy, don't like people that much. of course koy will be lovey if he is downstairs in the computer room with me but upstairs he shuns me and pretty much everyone else. pudgie only goes to dad when dad is on the toilet or comes home from work, he'll come to him when he sits in the rocker, other then that he's in the master bedroom sleeping, or eating or pooping and occasionally he'll come out to play with koy. |
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| VACA!!! |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|10:34 pm] |
I'm going to chincoteague tomorrow! YAY!!!
Though my thoughts and prayers go out to the families of those lost and injured in the bombing today in london.
tomorrow i go by bus from wilmington, de to oak hall t's corner in va. i shouldn't be scared, i really should, but that would give in to the terrorists.....Am I worried, slightly yes, but that is normal, considering, but c'est la vie, ya know.
by 4:00pm tomorrow (traffic willing) i'll be with my parents and friends down there.
I'll be back next saturday night...
TALK TO Y'ALL LATER!!! |
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| In 4 days... |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|12:06 am] |
Well, today being July 4th, i must say that independence day has a whole new meaning to me. that the struggles we once fought for have been lost to greed and lust for power......the blood spilt those hundreds of years ago have lost all meaning as the blood of our soldiers is being spilt on foreign soil for oil and power....
though i may be whole heartedly against this war and against this administration, i am for our soldiers to be safe and to return home soon. too many have died, too many have been injured and too many will face the horrors.
but on a happy note, I'M GOING ON VACATION IN FOUR DAYS!!!! Yup! I am going down on the eighth of july to be with my parents during their last week. I'M GOING TO CHINCOTEAGUE!!!
Just wanted everyone to know!
Beks, hun, I miss you, I am so sorry for your loss, and just know that you have an angel in the heavens smiling down on you!
Laters! |
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| Fun times....well not really |
[Jun. 24th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
Well, since coming back home, i've only known of Rehobeth Beach to be the closest gay mecca that i've known of. and that is an hour away. well after many hours of searching i finally found a gay club in wilmington, which is a half hour way, not even when the traffic is light.
As for fun times, so says the title, the fun part is that in two weeks from today, on the 8th, ironically the two year anniversary of my car accident and my dad' birthday, to stay down for the last week till the 16th, the following saturday, so i am happy about that.
another good thing is that i have actually gotten in touch with some of my old high school friends, thats always good.
tomorrow i think i am gonna head up to wilmington to fidn the bus station and the club. who knows i might go sometime soon next week or maybe tomorrow night, who knows. i need to cut loose, but i wish i had more gay friends in the area to hang out with. that is the downfall of living in a place like elkton md.
oh well
gonna go now
Bekah, i hope everything is ok, love ya girl!
Laters! |
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[Jun. 20th, 2005|03:27 pm] |
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| In an odd mood |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|09:17 pm] |
I like this song from the first moment i heard it:
Its Wordplay by Jason Mraz
I've been all around the world
I've been a new sensation
But it doesn't really matter
In this generation
The sophomore slump is an uphill battle
And someone said that in my scene
'Cause they need a new song
Like a new religion
Music for the television
I can't do the long division
Someone do the math
For the record label puts me on the shelf up in the freezer
Got to find another way to live the life of leisure
So I drop my top
Mix and I mingle
Is everybody ready for the single and it goes...
(chorus)
Ha La La La La
Now listen closer to the verse I lay
(Ha La La La La)
It's all about the wordplay
(Ha La La La Love)
The wonderful thing it does
Because, because
I am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa-la-la's
Yeah the Mister A-Z
They say I'm all about the wordplay
And it's time to get ill I got your remedy
For those who don't remember me
Well let me introduce you to my style
I try to keep a jumble
And the lyrics never mumble
When the music's makin' people tongue-tied
You want a new song
Like a new religion
Music for the television
I can't do the long division
Someone do the math
For the people write me off like I'm a one-hit wonder
Got to find another way to keep from goin' under
Pull out the stops
Got your attention
I guess it's time again for me to mention
The wordplay
(chorus)
I built a bridge across the stream of consciousness
It always seems to be a flowin'
But I don't which way my brain is goin'
Oh the ryhmin' and the timin'
Keeps the melodies inside me
And they're comin'
Til I'm running out of air
Are you prepared to take a dive into the deep end of my head
Are you listening to a single word I've said
Ha La La La La
Listen closer to the words I say
Ha La La La La
We're sticken' to the wordplay
Ha La La La Love
The wonderful thing it does
Because, because
I am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa-la-la's
Yeah the Mister A-Z
They say I'm all about the wordplay
Ha La La La La
I'm all about the wordplay
Ha La La La La
Stickin' with the wordplay
Ha La La La Love
I love the wonderful thing it does
Because, because
The ooh's and ah's and fa-la-la's fall back in love
For the Mister A-Z they say
Is all about the wordplay
I fell in love with this song when I haerd it on Smallville's episode Recruit.
Its called Untitled by Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I really like them both. Both are opposites on the spectrum. Wordplay is upbeat while Untitled is low.
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| Sand and Water |
[Jun. 17th, 2005|10:46 pm] |
I am listening to this beautiful song by Beth Nielsen Chapman called Sand and Water...
just wanted to let y'all know that.
I am so bored. I went to the mall today, ate out, but now I am tired. i was forced to get up early...my 15 year old pups have bladder problems and poop leaving lovely messes. so i got up at 730 to check on them. then mao, the cat that pissed on my clothes so i had to do more laundry. I now have to make sure that there are no piles of clothes or blankets on my floor.
I still have more clothes to wash and then store away, cause most of them are sweaters and wintertype clothing and stuff i don't wear anymore that will probably go to good will or be sold at a yard sale this fall.
wow two posts in two days...its a record since college lol.
oh well
i'm gonna go now.
much love to everyone!
MISTRESS 9 I MISS YOU!!! |
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| Lonely, so lonely |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|04:22 pm] |
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So my 'rents just left for a month vaca in Chincoteague VA and I am stuck staying home taking care of the mutts and Mao (Actually spelled Meow cause thats how she'd come to us and beg for food before we rescued her and made her apart of our family.
A good thing that happened is that I reconnected with some old friends, which is something I so desperately needed...why you ask? because old friends make my heart swell. Despite growing apart after all these years I still love them all very much, they made my high school life bearable and with out them i probably would have ended my life long ago.
Anyways....Beks if you read this, give me a call or drop me an email, talking to you will really make me feel better.
Well thats it for now. Oh Yeah, I applied for a job at The Movie Gallery. Hope I get that at least cause i REALLY DON'T WANNA WORK AT WALMART!!!
Peace!~ |
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| An Ex MF'r speaks out |
[Apr. 28th, 2005|02:01 pm] |
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An Ex-MF’r speaks out:
I have been a Hardy Boy fan ever since I restarted watching the WWE. This was back in late 99, this was also when Amy Dumas, better known to us all as Lita, made her debut as a valet/manager for Essa Rios. Her high flying abilities and fearlessness made her special amongst the women’s division. When Matt and Jeff saved Lita from Essa, Team Extreme was born. Out of the two brothers, I did favor Jeff over Matt but that basically was because of the level of skill Jeff had over his brother. But I still loved Matt Hardy. I, like many others, were upset when Jeff left. I was pissed when Matt turned heel, but I still liked him. Now, all respect I ever had for Matt has gone out the window.
Over the past few months we have heard the rumors, which were later confirmed. But most of the bullshit that has been spread is coming out of Matt Hardy’s mouth. This was when all respect was lost. I am sad at this because he and his brother and Amy were my heroes. Jeff and Amy are still my heroes.
If Matt had kept quiet about the entire situation then I’d still respect. Actually I’d probably have a bit more respect for him for being a man and dealing with his private life the way it was meant to be dealt with, in private. I don’t care that Amy cheated on him, why not? Because people are human and we make mistakes. Basically, to coin a classic phrase, shit happens. Sometimes people get hurt, but wounds heal and we learn from those experience. To coin another phrase, what doesn’t kill us does indeed make us stronger. Amy came back from a broken neck, and she’s coming back from a torn ACL, and I know she will bounce back from this as well.
The one thing that bugs me is that it seems that Amy is getting all the flack for what happened, while Adam is being treated very well by the company. Now I am not one to plug a Pro Matt Hardy article, but this guy hit the nail on the head for me. It said that Edge (Adam) was become Vince’s golden boy while Lita (Amy) was becoming the scapegoat for the affair that took place. That was the only part of the article that I really hit me hard, because to me that’s exactly what’s happening.
Now don’t get me wrong, I like Adam/Edge, but he’s getting title shot after title shot that aren’t really deserved. While Amy is getting verbally abused by the fans during her promos or when she is out by the ring, Adam is getting another chance to be the WWE champion. Personally there are others more deserving, like Chris Beniot and Chris Jericho and even Kane deserve title shots and even title reigns.
Matt was punished for speaking out about the affair, and that was his firing. Now I don’t know if there is a clause in their contracts about keeping their mouths shut, I am not as well versed in the backstage sites as many of you are. But if there was, then his termination could be seen as warranted. However, Vince could have just kept Matt out of shows till the draft and put his ass on Smackdown, which would have made the MF’rs happy and probably shut them up too.
Don’t get me wrong, I am glad that the whiny little bitch is gone because he was driving me absolutely batty with his bitching and praising his cultish MF’rs for chanting ‘You Screwed Matt’ and ‘We Want Matt’ anytime Amy is in ring or cutting a promo. The way he is acting is more like a toddler who had his favorite toy stolen over the man he claims to be. Also from what I know of old school wrestling and wrestlers is that you don’t air your dirty laundry, you deal with it privately, keeping it out of the public light.
I am also wondering why whenever Matt is interviewed about his relationship with Amy that he keeps saying that it was perfect that nothing was wrong. For someone who took a spouse abuse course in college, which I did, and the way that he keeps repeating that reminds me of the guys we studied in class. Matt seems like he type of guy who needs everything perfect in his eyes and if they aren’t perfect it’s always someone else’s fault, never his.
I mean look at all his MF’rs following their fearless and perfect leader into the crusade against Amy and Adam. I would never chant what he wants chanted, nor would I boo them. Amy and Adam are excellent wrestlers and they have both come a long way from their injuries. Matt talks big about how he’s wrestled injured and rarely took time off. A lot of wrestlers did that, even Amy and Adam.
My main problem with Matt now, besides his bitching, whining and moaning over what Amy and Adam did to him and over his firing, is that he claims to be this great wrestler and that he actually brought in crowds. I hate to break it to you, Matthew Moore Hardy; it was Jeff who brought more money in then you. You aren’t the Rock, or Stone Cold Steve Austin, or the Undertaker. You aren’t even in the same league as them. Jeff was. Jeff put on one hell of a show for the WWE Championship against Taker. It was a damn good ladder match, and the end when Taker didn’t destroy Jeff but gave him respect was the best thing I had seen in a long time.
It’ll be a long time till I ever respect Matt Hardy for what he is doing and what he wants his loyal cult like fans to do. I may never respect him again, but I do wish him all the luck in the world in what ever he does. But I’ll never be an MF’r ever again. So he lost a fan, like he cares…..unless a lot more of us realize that he is acting like a big baby and ditch him too.
That’s all from this Ex MF’r. |
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| Been a long ass while since I've updated |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|12:29 pm] |
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Well.....
HELLO LJ LOYAL READERS!!!
Sorry that its been a long time, but today is very symbolic, with it being not only Earth Day but also the anniversary of Columbine. May all those killed rest in peace, including the shooters.
I am still unemployed, its like I'm over qualified and under qualified for jobs and it blows badly. And all i hear from the rents is...GET A JOB GET A JOB GET A JOB!!! I'm like, SING A NEW FRIGGIN SONG FOR FRAKS SAKE!! I am tired of hearing it. Its not that I am not trying to get a job, damn, i just wish they'd cut me some friggin slack because guess what...when they were my age, as they so lovingly tell me, they had jobs and a house and a kid, well lets see..THEY WERE MARRIED for one, two jobs then and jobs now are DIFFERENT!! Hell you need a high school education to work at McDonalds. I've applied, I'm going to career fairs(there is one tomorrow i am going to) i've been interviewed, i took a test in delaware to be a youth rehab counselor and i already got one interview (I called today because its been a week and i eitehr get a phone call saying i'm hired or a letter saying sorry but you weren't but we'll keep you on record for up to a year...yeah great thanks!) so any way I called today because i wanted to know if letters or calls were made and apparently management has not made any decisions yet, so please please, PLEASE ANYONE WHO READS THIS PRAY TO WHICH EVER GOD IT IS YOU PRAY TO THAT I GET THIS JOB!!
I mean I am trying not to get my hopes up, considering that it happened the last time with the correctional officeres job. as my mom said, its not a good idea to tell them you have a problem with sex offenders...but hey, sometimes you gotta be brutally honest.
Well...thats all for now, I will try to update a bit more frequently, but considering i live in the damned boondocks and they don't think we have computers out here...hey rednecks do know how to use computers...and thats why we don't have DSL yet..stupid companies...
Oh and before I end....
George W. Bush is a facist pig who needs to be stopped! We have rising oil costs, a high costing war, jobs being relocated to mexico, south america and other third world countries, and the deficit keeps climbing and climbing. Another thing military enrollment is dropping and if this drop keeps increasing it could me the installation of the draft. THIS COUNTRY IS A DEMOCRACY NOT A REPUBLIC OR EMPIRE!! WE DO HAVE VOICES USE THEM!! STAND UP FOR YOUR BELIEFS WRITE YOUR CONGRESSMEN AND TELL THEM THAT THIS IS WRONG! As the End of Generation X we are the ones who will have the burden of carrying our country out of this debt. We will endure more attacks because of the hatred W is creating from those whose families and friends have been destroyed. We have no unversal health insurance, we have no way of helping the poor get off their feet, and many of those poor are our grandparents, and with social security drying up, we'll have more of our grandparents and parents (When they get older)living in poverty. THIS IS THE SOCIETY THAT GEORGE W BUILT HIM AND HIS EGOTISTICAL RICH BASTARD FRIENDS! FIGHT FOR OUR FREEDOMS!! STAND UP FOR OUR RIGHTS!! It says in the US Constitution that ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL! But no man is equal, only the white heterosexual man...think about it.
Now I shall say...LATERS! |
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[Jan. 27th, 2005|03:54 pm] |
It's been awhile, a rocky few months, sorry for not updating sooner.
But the correctional officers job is getting closer to being a reality. i passed my polygraph today.
other than that, besides my two fave actresses leaving all my children, life is good. |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2004|07:36 pm] |
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Man has it ben awhile. I guess i just didn't want to depress anyone with the shit going on in my life, like bills being due that i have no, and I repeat NO money to pay the bill collectors, so i'm fucked on that angle. But luckily, I landed a job, starting bright and early tomorrow morning at 6 am until 6 pm, this is hoping that there is NO overtime, but I have a sick feeling there will be, this is a shift that lasts sat, sun and mon with a mandatory overtime day either friday or thursday. its money, which i can use to buy xmas gifts. I'm gonna have to call the people about my student loans cause its too late now. Like i said, I'm fucked with that...there'll be late fees and shit. GOD DAMN GOVERNMENT!!!!
Still looking at the job at the correctional center up the road, hopefully i'll know soon. AT least that job gives me benefits like health care, which i need!
Well guys and gals and everyone in between...gotta cut this short. I'll post next week about my first shifts...lord give me strength!
PEACE OUT
PS BEKAH I LOVE YOU AND I'LL EMAIL YOU SOON, I PROMISE!!!! |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2004|05:44 pm] |
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fucking bush won...prick! Bastard! MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!
hell no i ain't happy about this...cause now that fucking prick will make life ten times harder for my parents, who are hard working middle class americans. shit i am still having a tough time trying to find a job.
SO BUSH, IF YOUR SECRET SERVICE MEMBERS OR FBI READ THIS: FUCK YOU, YOU SNARKY SELF CENTERED SON OF A BITCH!!! YOU ARE KILLING NOT ONLY OUR SOLDIERS BUT INNOCENT PEOPLE!! MAY THEIR BLOOD HAUNT YOUR DREAMS AND EVERY WAKING MOMENT AND I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL FOR YOUR CRIMES AGAINST AMERICANS!!!
sorry I am fucking pissed! |
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